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ok, nothing much going on... just writing so people will stop asking "when will you write more?" well HERE IT IS: job searching sucks. Sure, i havent done much lately, but I reluctantly have to start. **sigh** it sucks almost as much as guy-searching.... speaking of guy-searching...im close to giving up. i think im going to become a hermit and live in a cave somewhere and never see humanity again. Its sounding better adn better everyday. Its like, no matter what, a guy will always somehow hurt me. Lying is usually the case. ANd im sick of getting hurt. Its like, i almost want to go crawling back to one of my ex's now.. or go back to how i used to be... id ont know.